Applying for funds

Every year, I apply for funds from the Swedish Society to give to Destiny. This year  I'll be applying for money to go to desks, chairs, blackboards and a bookshelf. This will go to the new rooms we bought. Last year we didn't get any money and I'm hoping for better luck this year. I really don't know why, because I worked hard for the Swedish society. I'm hoping they'll think I need a payoff for all my hard work this year. If I'm not getting anything this year, I will stop working for them att all the events. It will just not be worth it!